midnight emo-ing again...
just drink up quite lot of can caslberg...

i can quit smoking, clubbing, drinking, anything
just to wish you here

damn damn damn~
what i would do to have you here...

thought that i can forget u but i can't
know that the fact that you will never accept me but i just can't control myself

it hurts no matter wad....
看见你和他在我面前，证明我的爱只是愚昧
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天，直到那一天，你会发现，真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

i know i should't but yes....im jealous....

sigh, this few day busy daooooooooooooooooooo...can die
when im trying to ask for accompany.

they will give up a lot of reasons
' my mum don't let me out ah', ' i need to study arh', ' i got assignment arh', 'tomorrow got school arhh', etc
and i can onli say 'heng dai kao mm G arhh...'

I WANT MAKAN !! ROARRRRR!!!

UNTITLED

there are some people complaining that my blog's background music is too....dead.
i know it does, for most people out there but, not me...

tell u guys something

the music is called wandering flame by nobuo uematsu, search it on youtube, open it and listen alone
in the midnight...

i dunno y bout this, but it brings out....alot  in me, i almost cry everytime i heard it
the moment how i was scold by parents when i was small, the first time when i heard one of my friend is in a serious car accident,
the day u left me....
the day u rejected me...
the day....i realise that im just a failure

aduiH!....tooo emo ady
better go sleep...

u guys can try it out whether it make u feel sad or something just like.....me?

EMPTYNESS

this blog had become a wall where i always visit when i can't find 

anyone to talk to, i dunno what i can spend my time during the midnight while others are sleeping

*why sendri dun sleep?*   UH....if you give me a kiss then i will sleep? :)
and she will give me a face which appeal to be ''man man wait lah u''
LOL

HOU SIEN ARHHH !

i need beers, i need gals, i need uhh...., i need travel, i need cigarrettes, uhh....no, not cigarrettes
i need henessy, i need a puegeot RCZ, i need mist
i need ah seng ah bao ah kai ah yin tyw mf swiss boy zh ah seng jy jy ah boon ah kit cythia wyw
i need 16p
i need U,....                                                       for ubat? :)

im like standing at the edge of endlessly height cliff
and somehow someone just pushed me off like that

things seriously fucked up these days
and...i just can't do anything about it

FML

wish that er....

wish that i have a girlfriend,
then i have a number to call when im feeling alone,
so that i can have dinner with her,
so that i can bring her to many places,
so that i can receive some warm everytime i feel cold,
so that my car's passenger seat will not left empty anymore,
so that i can share my what is having in my mind with her,
so that i can share her my chocolate,
so that i need no longer going christmas countdown alone
so that she can help me cook breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper,and fastupper, which  is the meal between supper and breakfast= =....
so that i can grab her head an french kiss her
so that i can reduce my 'stress' (*gulp....*)





so that i can hug her real tight, no even a word, in a silence moment..
leaving a wonderful memories for both of us...

多狗魚

在此刻此時此地。。。
突然被一股寂寞與空虛，包圍。。。
明明心動，
卻又無能爲力。。。
那種心痛
好像gok屎將。。。
haiz...

love got so easy? where got?...= =....got mea?

someone did told me

A: '' ehh, i heard that there is 1 fella, i forget his name ady lah, he is very geng in kao lui u know? ''
NCP: '' how geng oh= =?
A: '' he can get ANY gals he want oh! he even start up a class/seminar to teach people how to kao lui, u pay for a certain amount of money, and he will teach all the formulas and secret on how to u kao lui, no matter how yong sui how wad tatt u are, guaranteed boleh dapat!!''

.....
its very hard to believe but who knows that the fella's secrets/formula might really work???

i wish that it really work, so that i will never be lonely anymore, wu~ohhh~ohh~ohhhh

btw, IM ADDICTED TO SEKINJANG PORK BALL NOODLE
ASK ME OUT TO EAT AT THERE IF U ARE HUNGRY, MIDNITE ALSO TARAK PROBLEM....

elementary school gathering

its been 7 years since we meet up after the graduation.
some of U guys changed alot and some of U guys don't.


i can barely regconize u people's face
all upgrade from tau kei to leng zai leng lui
susah nak identify.


i didn't really enjoy the food there but anyway i did have a quality time dining 

with my ex schoolmates.

we finished our dinner there but it was just 10, so we decided to go for the next plan:
CHANDRAN CORNER....


actually i also dunno y chandran corner so popular, all the teh and the food not very nice also
maybe my father is correct, the mamak stall's feng shui leng.

we order our drink ady den start to cari topic, we keng almost everything :) (almost lah)

den we keng till 2am liddat baru willing balik :)

mah-latt gang :) woot

mahh latt gang members

Well let me introduce you people the gang the i've spent most of my time with :D the time being with them is fun...and retarded XD anyway we share gags and laughter all the time, im proud of being in mahh latt gang :P

seng - 5 hemah boss :) our event settle-man. 

chun how - don't see him yatt biu yan choi, you will never able to handle his thunderstorm of lan war.(talking                                 cock)

boon - another lan war god :)

bao - Loudspeaker says it all.

ah kit - our member since form 4 :)

ah beng(ncp:D) - k - leh -feh of the gang :)

this saturday we're going to blast neway karaoke :) wooot~~~

feel like doing something that i feel to do

I would like to be the one to hold everything in my hands, a decision maker, rather than blindly follow orders, being forced to perform unwillingly is just lifeless. I remember since i was a kid, it was 'legal' to play, sleep, eat whenever i want, i can now finally understand why people would resist to believe others and insist to believe themselves even they know they are not capable with it.

'its like a golden silk thread that binds all ur arms and legs, difficult to see yet hard to be broken, and when time goes by u realize that you're just another puppet afterall...'       ---   ng cheng ping

生性d啦。。。

还是想不通
女生不能自爱么
这些年来接的爱情烦恼电话
100通里有98通是女生，这样的情形
问我要怎样夺回他的心
夺你条毛阿
男生喜新厌旧好色你们不知道啊？
莎士比亚说：不太热烈的爱情才会维持久远
太热烈会久远吗？当了爸爸妈妈，好过吗？
自己都养不起，还要学人家养孩子
孝顺一点啦...
听爸爸妈妈的话啦
读书啦....
以后找工作是做office的
几好？
等你以后自己花自己赚的钱才知道什么叫满足
读书吧...13-17岁的恋爱很危险的
莎士比亚也说：真正的爱情途径并不平坦
不是所谓男生kao女生这样简单的
一定分阿
因为男生们以为自己有一个漂亮的女朋友就可以炫耀
炫耀你条毛阿
长得好看是罪阿？


...
唔***唔成才!!

hope vs desperation

当希望爱上绝望的时候，这段恋爱往往都是失败的
希望：小姐，可以跟你要电话吗？
绝望：为什么？你要做什么
希望：没事..只是想认识你...交个朋友
绝望：莎士比亚好像说过，男生是用眼睛恋爱的..是吧？
希望：嗯，而我就是用眼睛恋爱的男生，你一定是用耳朵恋爱的女生吧？
绝望：抱歉，我不想恋爱
希望：当我的女朋友而已，没什么的
绝望：没什么还当你的女朋友做什么？
希望：这....
绝望：你走吧，我是不会让任何人追的，管他多帅人多好
希望：你一定会后悔的
绝望：可惜啊，我不是用耳朵恋爱的
女生的心，很容易被甜言蜜语吸引
也很容易上男生的当
女生有些很想了解
为什么男生就是要找漂亮的女朋友
丑不是罪阿
我告诉她们
以内在美看待女生的男生越来越少
男生都是以漂亮的外表为主
然后在一起看看那位女生的性格
不适合，就分
傻傻的女生就此受到了伤害
女生：为什么？我们在一起不好吗？
男生：没什么，就觉得我们很冷淡
女生：可是我真的爱你
男生：我...真的要和你分了...我们结束了
女生：为什么...明明好好的
男生：因为...我不能给你幸福
男生就这一句话永远的逃避女生
最怕的是几天后
女生看见男生跟另外一个女生在一起
而那位女生有
70%心痛
20%想要拿利器伤害自己，让别人关心
10%想不开，想跳楼/自杀
到底是为了什么
From 1 的时候就有一个女性朋友
她叫 .....

還是skip掉這個算了。。。

Whats your name ? ^.^

'wats yoh naem?'

'cheng ping'

當這位韓國女生聽見我的名字時，突然笑了一笑。。。
'ch..che...cheng pi?'
'no, its cheng PING'
我再度回答過後，她又轉回頭笑，在這種情況之下，我只能呆著的看她笑
'whats wrong?'
他的朋友則幫她回答
'she thought you were trying to speak korean with her...'
'did i -.-? '
'cause cheng ping in korean means shy...'

如果她沒告訴我我還真的不知道呢。。。
可是她並沒說錯，我的確是一位很害羞的人
這也可能是我一直沒女朋友的其中原因

waiting for you~~~

ahhh love love love,y the heck cupid's aiming so noob,u shotted a the girl  for me but u shotted another man for her


diu nia seng, everytime i fail to pikat a girl i like i always told myself  'why fucking cares, i can get a better 1 in the future,or maybe in no time'


and now i end up as a ma latt gang member doin ma latt stuff = =...


all i do is wait,wait...and wait
wait the durian falls on my head


wish 2011 will poff a partner for me to spend my valentine's day :D

[resurrection] ohh~~~~*angel's chanting*

A :ERRR RESURRECTION ?
B :What?
A : resurrection.
B : what? masturbation ?

to be honestly, this blog is dead...well, not really....TEEHEE :D
due to my malas-nesss...i just feel like cr8-ting new post is quite mah lan fan to me,but things change when seng posted something on my FB wall

hey, is ur blog dead? :D


so there are fans out there screaming for me hahahha
don't worry i have revived the blog and i won't let my fans down....